I know i haven't blogged in like...OH WOW over a year!!
Well i thought, seen as the few blogs i did write involved my boyfriend at the time, Lloyd-Rhys, that i would tell you how this all came to a close.
Well.. heres the series of events..
Event 1: A petty argument arises due to my complaining about his ignorance, Lloyd goes on to say that we are no longer compatible and threatens to leave me, i obviously don't take him seriously and challenges him with "Look me in the eyes and tell me you don't love me and i will believe you" He did it and left.
Event 2: Me and Lloyd make up (sort of) i tell him that i will get back together with him but we are taking it slow until he proves his love for me, Lloyd agrees.
Event 3: Lloyd gets angry one morning because we weren't back into a serious relationship (there was no difference apart from having a couple of nights apart)
Event 4: I had the day off work due to illness and requested for Lloyd to come look after me, he arrived an hour late and barely spoke to me and then after half an hour said he was leaving for a party when we already had plans...i asked him if he was happy with me and he requested that we just be friends...That night he spent cuddled up to some girl.
Event 5: I forgive him and suggested that we forgive and forget and only concentrate on each other. Lloyd agrees.
Event 6: Lloyd changes his mind and says that he doesn't know if he wants to be with me anymore because he wants to experience more of 'life'. I support his decisions.
Event 7: Lloyd changes his mind AGAIN and wants me back, i reply with '' you've hurt me a lot lately so i would like a little time to be on my own so i can forgive you."
Event 8: Lloyd asks if he should move on....i say for him to do whatever makes him happy...but didn't want him to move on.
Event 9: Lloyd decides to text to tell me he loves me whilst trying to seduce the girl he was cuddling up to, to prove a point to me (a rubbish point clearly) I don't reply.
Event 10: I message Lloyd to try and make a mends, he refuses to come and talk and tells me that he doesn't love me, he doesn't care about me not even as a friend and for me to leave him alone. So that is exactly what i am doing!
So now i am sat here writing this Blog about how it all ended and how i lost my best friend.
and now i can go on to write things that may be of more interest to other people...but at least there are no more questions to be asked...
