Ok, so before me and Lloyd-Rhys got together he told his sister he didn't plan on asking me out because i wasn't good enough and he could get better...Leah had to convince him to ask me out.. and even then he wasn't that interested at the beginning...i know it was a long time ago but i only found out yesturday and it's really got to me you know.. i know i should get over it and not obsess, but i can't help to think about the kind of girl he prefered, and when he tells me he thinks im beautiful i just think 'LIAR!!' my insecuity totally dominates my mind...and i wish i didn't mentally ruin these sweet moments, and that i didn't hang up on the past but i can't help it!! i know it wasn't going to be a fairytale...it's just stupid!
well ive had my moan...
You are very pretty :)
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