Still under..

Well, in all fairness i have been given some of my life back, like i was aloud to stay over Lloyd-Rhys's and was aloud to see him after School...but i have been working my but off for this!!

The issue of university still remains however. My mother has mentioned my portfolio to take to the interview and in order to prevent an argument i stood in silence hoping that she would realise she is making me miserable, but nothing!

Then me and Lloyd-Rhys was discussing it today and he said he thinks i should go... which i was surprised about. We had a long talk about it, and im considering going to the interviews and that if i get in then i shall see if i change my mind over the year (as i applied for a defered entry anyway) which i think is unlikely but then my mother will be happy for now and i have plan B... i don't know if there is point...but well see i guess...

ii just realised that i keep mentioning Lloyd-Rhys and yet has not introduced him, well we have been best friends/ partners for 1 Year, 3 months and 9 days to be exact. I met him in Graphics in year 12, it was the typical boy meets girl, becomes friends, girl likes boy, boy rejects girl, boy gets jealous and changes his mind, so girl goes running to him... so yer, we didn't start off great, but i would say things are just right to date =] which is more than i can say for any other relationship i have had haha, Lloyd-Rhys really is special. :)

Thought for the day: I want to start the whole get fit and Green tea diet, ive been on green tea everyday for a week, so that's not going too bad, and i tried on my gym kit which ive never worn and they still have the tags on them, and wonder even though i want to, will i? i don't have high hopes! lol so many times have i tried and was too impatient to do it long enough for any effect to occur, so either i try to become and excercise addict...or i give up!! haha