Dicks...

Men are in fact the above! (there are exceptions i.e gay men and Adam) - an offensive but true statement!

It all began when i was stupid enough to open up to a member from the opposite sex...i have now become (in men's terms) a difficult person to be with. Not only do i now feel like a right tit to just have my confidence ripped from under me due to some unflattering comments, but i now feel as though i was an idiot to ever think that a non complicated relationship is possible outside the world of television. Sensible people would have learnt thier lesson after the first disfunctional relationship that lasted longer than it should. But NO!! Chloe tries again, and in fact fails!

After the ghastly honeymoon period, (yes you feel like your on cloud nine at the time but things can only go downhill from here.) we then went on to the comfortable couple that act as though they have been together for years...although it's annoying to outsiders, long term couples all go through it! We recently just left the more bestfriend than lover stage where you find that most of your time together is spent talking and playing games, but now...now we are at the worst stage. The stage where you realise that you are no longer compatible and the spark has dissolved in to the past. We are now at the stage where we have to go on a bloody *break* just to decide whether there is point in continuing this excuse of a relationship. Who are we kidding? We don't like the same things and intersts, his life is cars, my life is photography and both of us couldn't care less about the others interest. We argue about everything and anything our morals couldn't be further apart and the big one... our future. We both want completely different things. He wants the marriage and kids or to travel the world and i simply don't. I'm a wing it person! So basically we don't even have a functional future with eachother.

So, yes i will admitt i love this dick of a boyfriend, but i keep asking myself, what is the point anymore? Love can't actually be enough. I don't want to make a mistake by leaving him as not long after i would just come crawling back...so if we break up i want it to be his doing. soo basically relationships are SHIT!! Stay single if you are commitmentphobic like me. men are too complicated...Just do women! haha